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2 more weeks to go before I say good bye to NUS and bus 95!
Just submitted the first report draft. Now, the most worrying thing in my mind now is the grade. Sigh...Wanted to ask him on how "he" graded me regarding my progress. Looking at his stress face, 可是我开不了口. Simply because I do not wish to hear the bad comments out from his mouth.
Things seems not to be within control.
Putting aside the bad experiences, our dear angerline finally turn 21 last last sunday. Gir, Hl, Hy, Hx and myself celebrated her 21st birthday at clementi partyword from 7nov night to 8 nov morning. Before the actual day, the 5 of us have planned to play prank on her. Being the spokeperson/ middleman, I have to tell her that it will be a lonely birthday celebration with just me and her. However, on the very day things did not go the way that it should be, quite a lot of unexpectancy happening but think was quite a success though. 勉强可以过关. Lotsa of laughters and stuns..haha..
Sadly, I maybe jobless soon. Saturday screening will be coming to an end. Dayspring gonna shift their weekend screening over to their new outlet at paragon and no longer doing health screening at midlink. Latest news from laiping is that they might recruit us to work over at paragon but I've gt a feeling quite low possibility. Sigh.. no more income....!! >.<
Monday blues. Emotionally down ever since the first day of internship. It has been the second month and I have yet started my experiment. Is it because I am inefficient?
Whenever went over to discuss with you about my ideas and findings, always end up telling me to”think and read more”. Hello Sir, I really have ENOUGH of reading! (I didn’t meant that I have read the whole encyclopedia but I am sure I have grab hold the basics) I really need a grant from you to start working and find out what did I left out in order to read more. Yes you are cautious, you do not wish to waste resources, especially money! But will it be better to at least tell me what your plan is?
Yes you did introduce some equipment that you usually used. But none is related to our project interest! Seriously, I think that you are a master of none! That day presented my findings to you; you sat there like noob as if I am talking alien language!
I understand you are busy with your other projects and the high EQ me don’t wish to waste your precious time. You know how much courage I need whenever I come to see you?
The only times that you will approach me is to help you download papers, which is totally no relation to my project. I always download them immediately for you, regardless how many articles you requested despite knowing there is restriction to the number of articles I can download from the school database.
Chosen a one man project, no one here had did something related and supervise by a "busy" man. All because I AM SUAY!! And I shouldn’t grumble. I really feel so neglected and out. Sitting alone in a dusty, empty and eerie room, no one to talk to, no one I can seek help from, is just like I am depart from the outside world. Sound pathetic right. Apparently, my seniors will come down to do their FYP project. As you know is “occasionally”. Most of the time is I am left in the room. Whenever I see my senior working on their experiment, I really wish if I were them.
Time is really tight and limiting. Next week, the tutor is coming and I have nothing I can present to him. On top of that second problem evolved- Time coordination! I really don’t know how to synchronize their timing! One say he has a important presentation in the afternoon, need time to prepare in the morning the other say he can only meet up on that day! I really am having a bad headache now! Who I can complain to? Can anyone understand how I feel right now?!
I really don’t wish to flunk my cGPA just because of some annoying people! I don’t wish to put all my year 1 effort and hard work down to drain. How how how?
Feeling distressed and terrified! ARGH!
Anyway, had spicy chicken, garlic bread, creamy soup, potato salad at pastamania for dinner. OMG! so sinful?! I am super duper full now! My stomach is bloating >.<!! Quite gulity after eating them... :s
Sad news... Have been down with a flu after 2 consecutive days of Karaoke T.T I am very "louya" right? Can sing until no voice! Now my throat is block by lots of phlegm, having difficulty to talk normally.. ARGH!! Poor me >.< Just taken the flu medicine. The flu medication makes me feel drowsy now.. Yawn... Gonna sleep soon...That's all for today... Goodnight ^_^V
Proudly present the Mastermind of the day --> Angerline Chan (on the left), see she look so diao (proud) in the pic and victim (Gireen's hubby) on the right
Dear all,
I am back! Sorry to dear readers for not updating my blog! I didn't mean it! Cos have been busy with school works!! >.<
In due of several requests to update my dusty blog, let me spend sometimes to update my recent happenings..
Currently, I having a month of school holiday and working part time back in RP. Yes is Republic Poly! Have been working for about 1 to 2 weeks, carry on with the project previously I was working on. The working hours are quite flexible. I do not need to report to work at 8am and leave at 5pm (8 -5 environment). I can clock in any hours as long as I "keep myself safe"! Haha, quote from Dr Valavan :P.
12 December 2008, mark an important day for Miss Gireen Wong! Who has promote to Mdm Wong!! Congratulation Gireen!! Thank you for inviting me to be your jie mei (sister). Really feeling happy for you who has found your true love! I sincerely wish you and your dear a blissful marriage!! I can't wait to see your baby princess/ prince!! >.< Anyway, do take care wor!! But I am sure your dear will take very good care of you!! Looking forward to see you on Huang yun's b'dae celebration. Shall upload the photos taken when I got them from Huangyun! To Huangyun: must send me the photos taken wor!!! Muacks...
Some words for Huangyun: Must be serious to what you have chosen, must remember! >>> 不要一时的诱惑让自己忘了方向， 最后让自己感到后悔喔！(I sound like a love specialist?! but this quote can be apply to anywhere, anything, anyone..... - so readers please do not think out of the box!! 我可是个淑女喔！！
No more one problem a day.
No more FMT.
No more 6th ppt.
No more such thing as daily grades.
No more UTs.
No change of team.
No more presentation.
BUT
Difficulty in accepting the fact that I have graduated.
Sad to say Farewell.
Trying hard to be ready for my next step in life.
Unsure where to go.
Unsure how am I going to adapt.
Unsure when will be meet again.
Missing everyone. (Hint: Organise monthly movie, kbox, high tea session, k?)
Misery, worry, empty....
| What Yeow Su Yi Susan Means |
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Yesterday, took many group photos, but using different cameras, think my face will appear everywhere...
Supposed to meet Angerline in Bugis at 2pm together with with Huang Yun to shop for my CNY heels, but Angerline went to shop for ajeans with her sis. So I met up with Huang Yun and Hui xing after FYP for Lunch cum breakfast at causeway point first. Afterwhich, accompanied Huixing to get her friend's 21st B'dae present. She bought a cherry earring and a nechlace, which has two chain attached into one (2 in 1). A short chain append with a heart- shaped pendant while the longer chain append with a key. Did not manage to get a photo of the present =P. After gotten the present, we walked around causeway to shop for my heels. Haha.. I was quite sleepy and tired, I admit ytd I do not have the mood to shop. Partly because the heels that I wore ytd was giving alot of pain. I already wore it for thrice, but whenever I wore blisters will certainly swell up =(. In view of the time was still early, 3 little mushrooms rotted in causeway (at the same time resting my feets) in the Hala food. Forgotten who started it. I remember we were discussing a storyline during first breakout. It was started out with a complicating family affair where...
Alvin Neo is the Papa
Huang Yun is the second wife("Siao" ma)
Shu Yi supposed to be Huang Yun's and Alvin Neo's wife but unsure why in the end ShuYi becomes my daughter.
Angerline is Alvin Neo's sister
Gireen is Alvin Neo's mistress
I am the first wife (Da Ma)
In addition, we also name ourselves as mushroom family and each of us were given different types of mushroom names. But have yet to finalize the names, will update the latest mushroom's news ASAP.
Oh ya, we have found our long lost Mushroom ancestor before UT on friday. He actually came in to unite with us and giving us moral support. so touching =). But there were some conflict in the family, when everyone knew that he is Alvin Neo's dad. Everyone is relunctant to accept the truth =(.
Back to the main topic, after rotting in causeway, we headed down to bugis. Bugis was very crowded ytd, everyone is chiong for CNY clothes and shoes. Every shops were packed with shoppers. Did not manage to get my CNY shoes, instead we went to a Hong Kong style restaurant opp. Parco Bugis junction for our dinner and had Mango sago at Chew dessert store. Dessert at Chew really nice >.<. Wanna try all of them at one go, but was pretty full after a sumptuous meal. We bought some nail stickers and nail polish at Sasa, we decided to deco our nails at Angerline hse before Graduation high Tea.
Sharing of some photos:
Time really flies, will be graduating soon in early Feb. Will certainly miss my fellow course mates and school mates =(. 真得很不舍得！！ Yesterday, wanna sent some new year greeting msg to family and friends at 12 midnight, my toopid HP hanged untill today, (Think becos I too kiasu plus lazy send 20 smses at one go) Gonna go sort it out when got the mood to =P.
Anyway, do hope that 2008 will be a fantantic year. Wishing for health, family, study, money, friends..... hehe..
Hope everyone are enjoying right now~~~!! Cheers =D
Anyway, uploaded some photos....
These photos were taken on 18 Dec 2007..
Pictures taken from HuangYun and Hweeling's blog
A pouch!!
A Piglet!!! From Rabbit, Angie and Ting Ting
B'dae Card!!
Wishes..
Thank you gals for the presents and wishes! Received many wishes on 18th Nov.. Thank you all!! Really appreciate the gifts and wishes =D
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!
Angerline, Gireen, HuangYun, ShuYi and me were in the same team. They look quite suspicious in the morning. They kept whispering every now and then. But I nv put it to heart. Must concentrate on work marh!! >.< Hehe...
Did not expect to celebrate my 19th b'dae in class. I have know Angerline, Gireen, HuangYun and ShuYi for almost 2 years, as we have been in the same class. We nv been so close as before. Only till this semester, we get to become closer. I really enjoy the times where we have fun working in a team and especially "Dai Dee"! Haha~ I really do hope the clock will stop striking, let this moment last forever. But I really do hope our friendship will nv end, even after we graduate (MUST meet up after graduated!! Go shopping, Kboxing, eating, etc). Really have to treasure the rest of the 8 weeks working together (sound upset here =().
16th November really a mark a happy day for me!! Thank you gals!!! Love you gals so much >.<!!!
My First 19th B'dae cake!! Nice Nice!!! A cake bought by Angerline, Gireen, HuangYun and ShuYi from CWP during 2nd break. They skip their lunch and espcially head down to CWP to buy this cake=(. Love ya <3 Muacks~~~
Was testing if the "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" card deco. edible. It look like a cardboard but taste like peppermint, quite nice though! ^^
Cutting Cake ceremony >.<
Was Forced to use my mouth to pull the candle stick out =( Haha They tot I can't pull the candle stick out! Wahahaha!!! In the end, Susan did it!! Clap Clap!! >.<
Evil Angerline put alot of force to push the strawberry deep in >.< Angerline torture mi!
Look what Angerline did to the nice cake!
Using my "舌头功" to pull the strawberry out!!! Wahahaha~!!!
A b'dae gift from the gals, nice wrap and box.. hehe. Have yet to open the box, wanna open it on the day of my b'dae day! Hehe!! Will reveal what's inside on 18th Nov. =D Just wait a day more =D
Thank you gals for the surprise b'dae celebration!! I really appreciate ur effort and 心意！ Love you all!! <3
* Stole the photos from HuangYun Blog =X.
- Mood:
cheerful
Saw this super duper TALL TALL xmas tree!!
My BIG BIG BIG Star!!! I WANT TO PLUCK THIS STAR FROM THE XMAS TREE!!!>.<
Haha!! Rabbit see me taking the BIG star, she wanted to take this BIG BIG BIG ball too!!
Ppl keep staring at Rabbit and I while we were taking these photos. >.< Tot we sot sot =(
Bought this cute pinkish toy angel!!! So KAWAII!!!! >.
No FYP meeting today. so slept till very late today . Was woken up by Rabbit's call, asking if I can accompany her for movie and shop for Ting and my B'dae card at 1pm. I was half waken then =P. Initially, I told her I need to study for Tml's UT. But in the end, I still decided to go.
Haha but in the end, after a big round, we end up nv shopping/ movie. Know y?
When I was on train towards JE, I received a call from Rabbit, saying have a bad news for me. LOL! I dunno if is coincidance or what. Whenever my train heading from Clementi to JE, I would always receive a phone call that will call off the appointments/ meetings/ gathering/ shopping. So "邪门"! =s
Back to shopping, Rabbit received a call from yuyu and yunling that they urgently need ppl for the filming by mediacorp evening in school (from 5pm to 10pm!!). I believe Rabbit is quite frustrated now. In the morniing ps by her FYP team mates. Now guzheng stuffs. The announcement weren't send to me or rabbit and majority of the Year 3 Guzheng member. Since we have officially "graduated"/ quit from guzheng, so guzheng can consider nth to do with us. We already pass on everything to those year 2 and 1 to take charge, but things were all in a mess! Those year 1 and 2 are not cooperative, When they are needed, they unwillingly to help, today is a good example. Will give many excuses like saying tml has UT can't go, got date, busy, etc. Haix, have a feeling Guzheng might nt survive after we graduated>.<.
Anyway, hope filming go well this evening =).
为什么世界上有自私的人？怕别人会赢他？想办法赢他人？
这个人让我失去信心。让我产生疑心！
上一个学期，报告提交的前一个礼拜，他秘密去实验室进行试验，没有通知大家。那天我和
但是我们合作了那么久，合作同样的项目，应该没有秘密，有好或不好的是应该分享。
刚刚他sms我说明天他有紧急会议不能去实验室，叫我别去实验室（说如果我去很可笑-去
我感到疑惑，开始对这个人产生疑心，对她失去信心！
是我想太多，还是这个人无法让人相信？
- Mood:
confused
1st November 2007
Had Nanotechnology today. After class, went to lab awhile to do FYP. Open up the milled powder He Shou Wu. Very happy with the milled sample. The powder was fine. Haha... Next, will be SEM, particle analysis! Hope can finish FYP by end of the next week so tt I canstart FYP report. Not sure when is the deadline too =P.
Anyway, saw Dr Willy Tan in lab, he was talking abt the NTU meeting he went the day before. I only remembered some. HE was saying we can start registeration ard Jan/ Feb, even we 've yet to receive our diploma and final result can proceed on with the registration first. He added DTMS team trying to push and trying way to motivate good students to work hard. He plotted our GPA in Excel and picked handful of names (GPA 3.5 and above). Sent their names to all DMTS facis to take charge our performance. LOL! Funny right?! very ganchiong!! Scare like NTU won't let us in! Understand why he so worry cos ours is new course marh, must set a firm and steady foundation. I am one of those who wanted to go Uni. 15 years of studies is to bring ourselves to Uni . Now I am near to the Uni door. But I am sort of in a dilemma state, dunno if to continue to my present course or change path. If change path, I have to start all over again. Then is like my past 3 years of studies are useless, time wasting. My fav. sub is Chinese, but it's been a long time since I studied my Chinese textbook, sometimes I couldn't even recognise some chinese char in WanBao. Fan2 Fan2 Fan2!!! Help me !!!! >.<
2nd November 2007
These days have been addicted to "Dai Di", a card game >.< Opps... soon becoming a gambler liao. Strongly Emphasize!!! We just purely play with no money involved. I should say this game has bring me and the few gals in class closer. Good thing though =D. Class ended early today ard 3.15pm. Rabbit had UT today, so have to wait her till 5pm to print GV gold card verification email. Luckily, angeline, gireen and hweeling accompanied me while waiting for rabbit, if not will rot in class =(. We played Dai Di from ard 3pm to 5pm. They all are my Dai di game buddies soon can create gambling sect!! LOL! Haha!! Anyway, thank you gals!!
Went to print the email and Rabbit PP poster in school printing shop. Many ppl were quening to print their pp poster, heard many having their pp presentation on next Monday. The printing shop auntie was complaining she have many papers to print.. One of which has to due by the end of today requested from a faci. Then she was asking the ppl in the queue to stop queuing. Luckily rabbit's poster was in the printing process when the auntie stopped the queue. *sweat* Rabbit so 幸运! Total cost: $7.20 for 6 pages of A3 sizes poster, quite cheap though.
Lucky I finish mine. Now PP guidlines and criteria changed, stricter rules. One students against 3 assessor. Scary! FYP poster presentation already very scary le! One team against 1 to 4 facis. Anyway Good luck Rabbit!! Jia you for your pp presentation on Monday!!!!
3rd November 2007
Receive a phone call from my Da Yi that she dislocate her arm and in TTS hospital now, and has to observe in hospital for one night. Hope she will be fine ;(. Next week, my mum has to take over her job, to look after my small cousin. Mum has to travel from home to Boon keng, which take 1hr 30 mins!!! Ma, 辛苦了!! Can't accompany my mum, have to go back sch to do FYP. 对不起!! Sob sob. Monday probably can accompany her to my gramps house, might not be having FYP, have to check with my team mate.
It's raining now, lazy to go out. But later probably accompany dad to redeem a new phone.
- Mood:
stressed
Welcome To My First Ever Blog!!
Supposed to go school for FYP today, because due to some urgent meeting, my FYP in charge postpone the FYP meeting to Thurs/ Fri. Due to boredom, I created my First Blog. Was ponder abt which blog account should I create, either wordpress, blogspot or livejournal. Know how I make the last decision? I used the most efficient and easy way.. Draw lot!!! Haha.. I admit I too Wu Liao!!
Btw I might be a lazy blogger, might not post entries daily, depends on mood (unless wish me have good mood everyday) LOL! But I doubt ppl will be interested abt my life =P.
Anyway, these few days has started counting down to my brithday: 17 days!! Have yet to decide how to celebrate my birthday. Anyone has any suggestions? Shopping? Lunching? Dinning? (a bit boring though)
Thought of going Kbox, but birthday will fall on a Sunday, so will be Ex! I want steamboat too! My last steamboat was during the last CNY?? Haha.. How I celebrate my 18th birthday? Quite disappointing though, expected to celebrate with a bunch of ppl. The day before, Rabbit told me, she had prepared a surprise for me. But in the end only Rabbit came. I rmb we dined at Sushi Tei, Vivo. But luckily, she came if not I will be having a lonely Birthday. Love Rabbit <3.
Hoping for a happy surprise birthday this year! =)
